You make me insane.
Seriously. You make me absolutely crazy with all of your conflicting ideas about me and about life. It’s beyond ridiculous. Everything you say to me, everything you do, everything you don’t tell me.. It’s seriously fucked up. And you say that I’m the one who is confusing? You might want to think again. We fight more than we have normal conversations, you hang out with your friends 14 times for every one time you hang out with me, you make me cry more than you make my laugh.. And that my friend is truly sad. Then after I tell you four times in one day that I can’t do this anymore.. You end our conversation with, “Go do whatever. I’m done with all this.” Who the hell do you think you are? I’ve been nothing but perfect. I took care of you when you were hurt or sick, I tried to cheer you up when you were upset, I was everything you wanted me to be.. By being myself. But that was never good enough. You’d get angry when I’d try to cheer you up. SORRY for being optimistic and trying to lift your spirits a little bit. I put up with your shit every fucking day and I get nothing in return. I guess I am the idiot for staying with you for this long. You’re just such a pain. A pain that hurts every inch of my body, and I’m not willing to put up with it anymore.
Why are you wasting my time? Why?