January 2010
5 posts
When you lose everything you want, you find everything that you need.
December 2009
1 post
September 2009
2 posts
This is incredibly embarrassing, but I figured it’d be worth it for your enjoyment!!
After the first moment I ever saw him up on that stage almost a year ago, I haven’t gone a day without him running across my mind at one point or another. Sometimes I wonder if he put some sort of spell on me while we stared into each others eyes during his twenty-five minute long set. I’ve always had a thing for lead singers, but this one was somehow different. He had a different way...
August 2009
5 posts
I was just told that I’m hotter than Megan Fox. Prrrobably the best compliment I’ve ever gotten regarding my looks haha
I was half asleep and I just had a flashback to last Friday. Let’s just say I’m a liiiittle turned on now. Mmmm..
Reason #5,870,662 why I love my family; Family...
Shaun: She's a cum guzzling whore!
Shannon: Would you PLEASE come up with something to say other than that.
Shaun: Sperm slurping slut?
Shannon: (Rolls eyes and gives up)
I've officially told five people about this...
The reason I made this was so that I could still blog about my thoughts, but not have to deal with people getting offended if they’re negatively mentioned in these thoughts of mine. I suppose I’ve only told my best friends and people I trust, but I have to stop telling people to read it. It defeats my original purpose.
You five people who know the real me are quite fortunate that you...
July 2009
6 posts
I'm quite sure no one is going to read all of...
This really was MY dream even though I’m reblogging it.
last-nights-dreams:
This was my dream last night. It gets pretty explicit at one point, so reader discretion is advised!
It all started off with me being at a gas station. I went inside to pick up a few items that I needed. Before I got to the checkout counter, a little girl was at the counter with her dad’s credit card and she told...
I didn't want to be with him anyway.
I needed (and still need) to figure out what I’m doing and where I’m going with my life. And when I was with him, I’d look at certain people (mainly celebrities) and wonder.. What’s going to happen when I find someone like this? Am I supposed to leave the person I’m with? I can’t be with him forever since I’ve never been completely crazy about him. And I...
As sad as it is, I think I'll have to just pick...
WHY THE HELL AM I SO GOD DAMN BAD AT DEALING WITH BREAK UPS?!
This is so hard.
I think about him every second I’m awake, and then I dream about him every second I’m asleep. It’s so unfair. Most of the time, my thoughts are about the great times we shared and just being with each other all night.. And just being happy. It’s so hard for me to focus on the bad, and all of the reasons we ended things, when all I want to think about is the good. I know he...
Random thoughts.
I have recently felt that I am meant for something really big in my life. Maybe not necessarily to physically save someone’s life, or change the world, but I have this feeling that I’m meant to do something big. This “thing” may not have a reward, it may not pay a lot or even any money, it may not even change my life much, but I know I’ll somehow teach or help other...
How do we know when we've met the right person?
There are billions of people on this planet. How do you know when you’ve found the ONE who is perfect for you? Is that even possible? Of course I’m happy with the person I’m with right now, but every time I meet a new guy, who’s to say that he won’t make me happier? Who’s to say that he isn’t “the one?” And what if you meet someone who has...
June 2009
10 posts
You make me insane.
Seriously. You make me absolutely crazy with all of your conflicting ideas about me and about life. It’s beyond ridiculous. Everything you say to me, everything you do, everything you don’t tell me.. It’s seriously fucked up. And you say that I’m the one who is confusing? You might want to think again. We fight more than we have normal conversations, you hang out with your...
Happiness shouldn't be a temporary fix to life.
I had a decent evening tonight. I laughed, I shared stories, I met new people.. It was a solid good night. But now that I find myself alone in my room, it’s like none of that enjoyment took place. It’s as if it was temporary happiness. A short-term fix that was good while it lasted, but now that it’s over, it seems like it was completely insignificant. It seems to me that...